Fears and the Other Things that We Manifest

So you have your vision board all setup.. you listen to your daily affirmations and say your mantras out loud... you are dedicated to making your good life, better.

I feel as if only a few days ago I started to understand what the "Law of Attraction" truly involves. Yes, I watched "The Secret" a little over a year ago but I struggled because I was still harboring some negative core beliefs. Sadly, although I had succeeded in getting completely out of debt in one month, it was short lived.

The negativity crept back into my life under the cover of my good old friend "familiarity." I enjoyed getting caught up in the political news. It offered me the escape that I didn't even consciously recognize that I was looking for. It was only a matter of time before the negativity seeped into the other areas in my life. I still realized that the Law of Attraction was always in effect (always has been and always will be) but I had started to say to myself... "Holy Shit, this has got to be too good to be true".. and I felt afraid... afraid that I was turning into someone that I didn't know or didn't want to know... afraid that I as attracting a lifestyle that I wasn't deserving of... afraid of the constantly growing responsibilities in my daily life... afraid that the Law of Attraction would somehow start running out of control and that there would be no way to reign in the ever changing experiences. Whoah. I needed to just take a step back and say "fuck it." you know?

Off to enjoy the weekend! May you obtain a huge personal breakthrough as we all learn and help others to conquer their greatest fears. Peace.

Positive and Negative

I seem to be stuck in the cycle of posting a lot of negatively charged blogs. I am just writing this so that I can become better aware of my own hypocricies in an attempt to have a better understanding of myself.

For the most part, I practice what I preach to friends and family alike, however, I think I might need to learn how to better preach what I am trying to practice.. ya hear?

That is all I have to say for right now. Thank you to my friends and family for calling me on my shit. You help make me a better person!

Gnite and have a great weekend everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Look forward to a positive shift in my future postings and I ask that you PLEASE hold me to these words. Because, like pretty much everyone else, I am not going to be able to go it alone.